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25 March 2008 @ 09:23 pm
[Deal] Chapter Two / Three  
Title: Deal
Pairing: KusaPi
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Don’t own, but they run around in my head…
Summary: Kusano’s affair?

-Previous Chapter-
Chapter I



Kusano sighed, tossing in bed. She knew, there could be no other explanation. She knew. Kusano pulled her into his arms. "Saki." He said quietly. She was fast asleep. He sighed again. "Okite, Saki..." A few moments later, she stirred.

"Mh?" She asked.

"You know, don't you."

"Know what? Hironori...it's two a.m...."

"I know what time it is...you know about me and Yamapi, don't you?"

Saki turned over and frowned. "I do." Kusano huffed and lay on his back. Saki raised up on her arm and looked down at him. After a long silence, Saki's expression changed to a soft one. "Why?" She asked, her voice a little pained. "Why, Hironori..." He closed his eyes.

"I love him." Kusano whispered, his eyes opened and matched her expression. "That's the only reason why..."

"And you don't love me anymore." Saki said. "I...I know how we got together isn't the best way, but I do love you..." She said, her voice quivering. Kusano pulled her close and held her tightly.

"I do love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't have married you, Saki..." The small creature in his arms cried against him and he felt like crying too. He stroked her long, soft hair. "I love you, Saki." He said with all the seriousness he could muster. "I love you both the same." He frowned. "I can't explain it...we used to not even like each other and one day, we just stopped and looked at each other and we both realized that all our hate was really love in disguise. I don't love you any less, Saki." Kusano assured. Saki couldn't speak. She looked at him.

"You love me, but you've stopped..."

"What? How can I stop loving you?" He shook his head. "I can't stop loving you, Saki. You are my wife, a part of me."

"Not a big enough part."

"Saki...please don't."

"I need to...I can't do this anymore."

"Omaesan--"

"No, Hironori...I can't anymore...I don't want Yuuma to have this over his head." Kusano's face took on a whole new expression.

"Don't..." He whispered. "Don't take him...from me..."

"I have to..."

"No..."

"...yes, Kusano...we'll go quietly...but we'll go..." Saki sat up and moved to get out of the bed.

"Saki, please..." He sat up as well, pulling her gently back to him. "I'll do anything..." He whispered.

...

Yamapi frowned and tried to re-send the e-mail, but it came back again. He decided he would have to call. The phone rang and rang and rang, but no Notti...maybe he was busy...

A week later, Kusano wasn't talking to him, wasn't answering his calls, had changed his e-mail, moved. Break was over for work and Yamapi was going to have a talk with him.

Kusano walked into the dressing room and immediately Yamapi pulled him out.

"What's going on?" He frowned. Kusano started walking away, but Yamapi pulled him firm against him. "Talk to me, dammit."

"I can't." Kusano whispered softly.

"Why?"

"She'll leave me..." He stated. "She'll take Yuuma...I can't lose them."

"Notti..."

"Stop, Yamapi..." He whined a little. "In life there are compromises...negotiations...to keep my family, I have to compromise my love for you." He whispered.

"Notti..."

"I'm sorry..." He turned and looked into Yamapi's eyes, his own glossy and wet. "I love you...but it has to stop now..."

"No." Yamapi frowned. "You are my family." He stated. Kusano cried.

"Stop..."

"No. What about my family? What about my love? What about us? You can't just leave us like this, Notti..." Kusano shook his head.

"I have to..." He pulled Yamapi close and hugged him with all he had, kissed him softly, and nestled against him. "I have to..."

Yamapi gave him a hurt look and pulled away, gave a bow and walked out of the building. Kusano was hurt, so hurt. What a way to end a "deep love." Maybe it was better off this way. They would just go back to hating each other...it was all they could do.

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Um...yeah ok...I'm out of ideas...for now.

 
 
 
nyagcpinkuneko on March 25th, 2008 01:04 pm (UTC)
(>.<;;;;) Blaaaaah . . .
~Sylvia~sylviaunited on March 25th, 2008 01:47 pm (UTC)
Um...yeah ok...I'm out of ideas...for now.

eeee???

I wanna know if Yamapi will win Notti's heart again... ^^
Tetsukaasouka_0_0 on March 25th, 2008 08:43 pm (UTC)
oh he has Notti's heart...Notti just doesnt know how to make this work for all of them thanks for reading
Ivonneivonnemcgruder on August 22nd, 2008 03:40 pm (UTC)
wow...glad I found it already finished :P I would be pissed ant this state :P